My Dirty Little Secret…

” Omg! NACHOS! Perhaps my favorite food! OMG!”…” I  could take a bath in nachos!”

~ S. Conway

So I probably shouldn’t tell you that Nachos are my favorite food with all of their cheesy yumminess. Or that I have eaten them two days in a row. Nor should I tell you that I could not resist the call of the Cherry Coke Zero. I know… I know… Ashley, it is Coke Zero, it won’t hurt you. WRONG. I’m not worried about it hurting me… besides the shit in Coke and all its “zero” products will kill you. It is more about the goal, the being able to say that I stuck with it. Does this mean I have to start over (one grueling day?)…mmmm… no…it just means that I can dig on the good things I did today like drinking water all day… satisfying my 8 glasses a day “requirement” not self-imposed though every time I read a book it preaches 8 a day… and I love the assistance I get from the vending machines at work… 20 oz. bottle of water = .40 cents, I put in .40 cents and get not one but FIVE bottles of water for the price of one…. who wouldn’t want to drink water at that price hahah… Now I did do my part by handing out three of the five bottles to co-workers helping them make a healthy choice for the day. Then there was the yogurt for the day which was almost as good as the real thing that it worked so hard to imitate.

In the end I took two steps forward today and one step back…. so what can you do?  Try harder?… not give into temptation. Not be your weaknesses but beat your weaknesses. I am learning there is no right way in this thing it is trial and error… working towards success but understanding it takes work to achieve it. In the morning we start the yoga again. I am excited about that part. I know today’s blog was a lot of rambling but that was the course of my day one continual ramble. But before I go I will say one last thing… I am adding something to my goals okay well two things…

1. Promoting Paying it Forward
2. Talking my landlord into letting me get a kitten (keep your fingers crossed)

Farewell for now.